191... oops

191... Crap. I now know why I got fat in the first place. Willpower is very elusive to me

Oops. I'm back up to 190. I guess I splurged too much yesterday. I'm back ontrack today.

189 - still. I'll take it though. Its better than gaining. Today is a bit of a splurge day being date night.

All cash and my debit cards are getting left home. That way even if tempted I can't cheat.

189!! I did it! I'm in the 180's. All this while cheating a bit. I'm still getting sodas at work. I decided a way to stop that though.

190!!

Okay, so less than a pound until I get into the 180's! I am so excited! I had oatmeal for breakfast and have not had lunch yet. I'm not sure what I am going to do for dinner though. The wife won't be home so it's me and the little one. I want to go out for a treat for him, but I don't want to splurge on calories. It's Wednesday so that means I have 3 more days to go until I wanted to be in the 180s. Still no activity today, but I am planning on surprising the wife with some housework.

Day 4 - 191 lbs

Back down to 191 pounds. I'm hoping to keep it off. It such a demoralizing factor when you try to loose, but it goes up. Even if it is just a pound.

I did well yesterday, no soda until I got home, and even then it was just a sip of my wifes. Bad news, I had Carl's Jr. for dinner. At least it wasn't McDonalds, Charlies AND Carl's Jr. I'm hoping to be in the 180's by the first of next week. That's just two pounds. I know that I can do it. It has been forever since I saw that weight.

Here's to hoping that all this work is for some sort of positive change!